The sun behind the sun

The sun behind the sun, the dark sun or the galactic center is aligning with us.

I would like to share a message of hope with you at this darkest period of the year. Not to mention the challenging times with lock down and limiting regulations all over the world.

With the solar solstice behind us (21.12.21) we are getting longer and longer days. There was also a full moon around the same time. 19.12.21. This full moon was unique.

When the moon is full it faces the sun from the other side of the earth. The moon earth and sun were on the same line so they were aligned.

Seen from the Earth the sun was in the sign of Sagittarius and the moon in Gemini.

This is significant in a time when we are faced with fake as fact and facts are doomed as fake. As the saying goes; my mind is made up, so don´t confuse me with facts.

With the sun in Sagittarius the bigger truth, the truth from inner knowledge, the deep realization from the soul, what you know to be true from the knowledge of the heart is activated.  On the other side the delusional facts or even lies and fractions of facts, the fake news are activated by lunar energy. This is an opposition that many people feel as part of their life these days. With the moon in Gemini it might feel safe to follow the fractional facts from the masses, the marketed narrative of all the “Big- industries”*. With the sun in Sagittarius this is challenged with the inner knowledge, the Big Truth.

Opposition
In astrological language the sun is opposed to the moon, they are facing each other. This is the aspect needed to see the other side more clearly, it is not only confronting the opposite like taking the bull by its horns, but as much finding the balance. This is a good time to see clearly the difference and to find a balance between fake and fact, lies and truth.

There are full moons every month and solstices every year. What is unique this time is that this line between the 3 most important celestial bodies to humans also aligned with the centre of the galaxy.

The moon revolves around the earth and the earth around the sun. The sun revolves around the centre of the galaxy. All these were aligned. It will take 19 years until they are aligned like this again. It is called a Metonic cycle or moon node cycle.

The centre is the source
The sun is unique in the solar system. It is the source of light, the source of heat, the source of all life-giving conditions and all energy sources on earth. In the same way the galactic centre is the source of the sun and all other stars.


This center is a huge black hole and the most powerful energy source in our galaxy, the heart of the galaxy if you like. 

I believe this center is what the alchemist and kabbalists through inner knowledge, meditation or intuition were aware of and called «the black sun» or «The sun behind the sun”.

We can see it in art, where there is a second light source above or behind the sun often amongst God or celestial beings.

Egyptian astronomy
Also the old Egyptian must have been aware of the center of the galaxy by ways we cannot understand except from a spiritual perspective. Senmut the courtier, lover and architect of the Egyptian female pharaoh Hatshepsut had a very peculiar representation in his burial chamber (See drawing). Here we can see a womb like figure with small stars in and around.

The hieroglyphs read womb or belly of the sky gods, or womb of the stars and contains within its meaning both the inner, the core, the most secret or holy of hollies. They have as well the meaning of qualities of elimination or cutting of from existence as you would connect with a black hole.

Is this representing the black hole in the center of the universe, the center of the galaxy and the source where all stars were born?

Alignment
This alignment is like all are tuning with the same tone, like they are in resonance and hence become coherent with each other.

It is like being aligned with the highest, most inspirational, most initiating and most fundamental in our galaxy – the source of the whole galaxy. 

It is like in this dark challenging time a spark of inspiration through and alignment has sowed a seed. A seed that will grow each year and not only challenge us but also inspire us to relate to a higher truth.

Planted at the darkest point in the soil of the universe ready to give us a new birth. It happens to be the time of the birth of Christ, Christmas and the birth of the new year too.

This is a good time in your meditations and in the first days of the year to align yourself with the centre of the galaxy.

The middle pillar
According to Kabbalah and the Tree of Life, there are three pillars.

The middle pillar consist exactly of those celestial bodies that just were aligned. The earth or Malkuth, the moon or Yesod, the sun or Tipheret and the Galactic centre, or first swirling, the primum mobile behind all movements in our galaxy or Kether.

From a Kabbalistic perspective there is a time were we can align all the way to the influence of the upper most sphere or Kether more easily.
It is like a new beam has worked its way to inspire us to a deeper, higher or more real truth. A truth that is not made by the interest of industries or politicians but by the spiritual world to remind us of what is important

Regardless of your situation these days all humanity is united in the same initiation. Never has the world been so coherent, never have we been faced with what is the most important things in over life like in this time. The truth is not separating or condemning. The truth has no fear. The truth knows that from a spiritual perspective all is well as we take the next step of human evolution.

*Big Pharma, Big Money, Big Media, Big, Food, Big Agriculture

St. Michaels

The year has four turning points representing four different changes of direction and focus in the human path.
We have just finished the summer with its out-going warm energy manifesting into nature.

Approaching winter and the most introverted time, we now are at the meeting point, the autumnal equinox.
Standing here between light and darkness we can prepare for the darker and colder times.
This is the time of the celebration of the archangel Michael, Mikaeli, St Michaels.

Michael is a Hebrew name meaning Like God or The like of God, Gods simillimum, and analogy to God. In Kabbalah Michael is related to Tipheret the sphere of the Sun and the cultivation of virtues.

It is through the challenges of ”dark times” that we become strong and full of virtue. It is by aspiring to become ”like God” that we cultivate virtues.

Entering the dark season, this is a time to be vigilant like St. Michael or St. George. It is a time to challenge the dragon or animal within. The animal represents the unaware or undeveloped part of our awareness, the unconscious realm of darkness. Ask yourself what you need to confront, what you are afraid of or avoiding? Within that “mud” there is a radiant gemstone.

It is time to find the strength, the internal sword so we can approach the weakness with courage, with love and with light. Remember the pain of the soul is the soul growing.  One day you will crack open with your own light, love and life manifesting your virtues.

Sacred geometry art by Jon Asle Rivelsrud


I have always been facinated with the language of sacred geometry. It is pure it is universal and it has a way to make complex things simple.

It can be used to meditate, to focus your mind and organize your thoughts or to get inspiration.

Last weekend I got one of the pictures of Jon Asle Rivelsrud. I liked it so much I thought I would make my readers aware of his art too. (Go to his page starnation.no)

Tree of Life
Is the most condensed symbol created.

It belongs to the Kabbalah tradition and could be defined as spiritual mathematics

If you want to read more about Kabbalah look at my kabbalah pages here.

Farwell to the summer!


Farwell to this sunny nice summer! Now I am feeling full of warmth and ready for the challenges of the cold season.

After almost two years of extraordinary measures, so many people and their immunity-systems have been deprived of their natural exposure to virus and bacteria.
To be fit your muscles need friction, to keep your mind sharp you need to use it, to have a strong immunity-system it also needs to be used and challenged.

What can you do to be prepared for the seasonal flu and the autumn and winter colds?

Keep your body warm

• Be physically active

• End the shower with cold water

• Walk bare feet in the morning grass

• Eat spicy and have warm meals

Winter is hibernation

• Get extra sleep

• Take more time to rest
• Meditate and contemplate,

• Go down your inner memory lain

• Write down your dreams

Be kind to yourself

• Give yourself a treat

• Sit in front of the fireplace

• Get massage, acupuncture or reflexology

• See your homeopath, healer, guide or coach

Three times love

This day is unique and special in many ways.
It is the feastday of St. Mary Magdalene. The woman so close to Jesus. Representing the spiritual potential in women as the anima of Jesus. The spiritual love incarnated into Jesus´ female counterpart.

This day is also in Norway, the day we remember the 77 people that lost their lives to terror. Norway was wounded, we all felt the chock and the pain. But as important is it to remember that we did not meet hate with hate but with roses and love. People initiated a spiritual reaction of protecting democracy, being able to feel safe, peace and love towards all people. Oslo was over flooded with people and roses the following days. This connected the nation in peaceful love in a unique way, that created ripples of love as a way to peace throughout the planet.

This day is also a very personal day for me, it is the day I married the love of my life. The woman that holds eternity to my soul, the woman that heals and makes me whole. The woman that shares my life for better and for worse, transforming it with love giving me inner peace.

22/7 is the closest we can write the essence of a circle as a fraction. A circle of eternity, the circle of the sun, the circle of the eye or iris the rainbow.

The week before the terror our daughter made drawing after drawing of windows that broke and fell down on the street or of rainbows. Only those two things!
And she was worried for us, that the broken glass would kill us. We tried to secure her she did not need to worry, but she was hard to convince. No surprise because she knew what was coming and we were supposed to be close to the bomb. Destiny changed our plans that day.

I did also a blinded experiment of the fractions of glass and fallen rose leaves that were all over Oslo on the streets. I collected them in a big circle around the centre of the bomb explosion. The experiments also revealed bridges or rainbows between people or groups of different opinions. The message of connection and love regardless, was clear.

Love as unconditional positive regard, the rainbow as a circle that represents a higher whole a bigger holonity. Connected in love.

We were blessed this day with a sacred concert of peace performed in our garden. With a sword turned into a musical instrument.
What a nice way to initiate this day.

Let this day be a day of Peace and Love



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